I feel often as though I'm putting my life off until later. As though I'm not really living yet, and more idling and stagnating.
All the same, I still feel as though my life will only really be waiting for the end no matter how good it gets. It's just the sort of world we live in.
I really hope the world gets their act together, or it will be no loss to anyone when it fucks everything up, or the time runs out.